how can i not cry ? how can i not cry ? when the pain is in my throatΒ Β and tears are in my eyes and the thoughts in my brain are telling me to die how can i not cry ? when all i see is the dark sky and when my life is not mine how can i not cry ? when your harsh words break my heart and when nobody is standing to defend me how can i not cry ? so please tell me how to not to cry