every time i wake up, i always think of one thing

why.

why do i look like this?
why do i act like this?
why am i alive?

that fixed mindset took me no where in life but a deep spiral of unanswered thoughts and questions


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as i walk through my path I come across a creature
a beautiful one at that

it had teal wings like silk
white spots to complement itself
and flies so majestically
so smooth and attractive

i follow it to see what it was
what this organism was

as i stop in my tracks, still as water
i came to realize that this creature was a butterfly
when it landed my soft skin it felt like i was shocked with hope
it gave me a new path of life i've never imagined

now,

i live a life where my eyes are truly open
open to see the light of things around me