Everybody gave me distance
When I needed love, pampering, care,
And attention.
Is this my fate?
Did they get distant,
Or did I push them away?

Maybe they don’t care enough,
Or when they did, I never appreciated it.
Am I too much?
Or am I not enough?
Why me, though?

The pain gets heavier, day by day.
My lips are silenced,
And I want to get away.

If peace is what we truly desire,
Then why is there a storm inside me
Where I am alone?

Although surrounded by people,
I feel alone
Always the one to start a fight.

Am I not normal?
Or am I not okay?

But at the end of the day,
Tears in my eyes,
Scarred by the lies
I want to cut off all the ties,
Abiding all the pride and ego,
Looking at them with hope

But they look at me with disappointment,
And they sigh.