The days flow by like water through an open drain, cant bask in the sunshine without a bit of rain. Trying to slow down enjoy the moment before it becomes a memory, but often i am overwhelmed lost in the overloaded sensory. Want to live with wisdom, and act in gratitude and love. But feeling a bit jaded, lost in the push and shove! Somedays life just feels so very hard, and we can wind up feeling like we are the ones who we discard. Somewhere in the process of growing older we often lock ourselves away and grow a little colder. I refuse to give in to the ease of whats known, Or live in fear of being stretched and grown. I know i am being refined while standing in the fire. But the pain still makes me sway as the flames grow higher.