Oh what i would give
To open my mouth
Let my vocals take control
And my brain to relax

Oh what i would give
To lay in a cloud’s lap
Clench my fingertips into its soft flesh
And let my tongue be muffled by its gentleness

I’d let the water do its job
Blur my eyes as they roll down my pupils
Piling in front of my eyeballs
And getting the sockets moist and stung

I’d let my heart run
Run until it stops
Run until it hits
Run until it hurts

I’d let my fist work
Work on the red
Work on the flesh
Work on the heart

I’d let my mouth spill
Spill its tales
Spill its secrets
Spill its problems

And yet
At the end of the day,
No one would care
No one would see

Everyone will look
Everyone will assume
Everyone will judge
Everyone will talk

It’s not good
Yet i can’t control
Yet i can’t stop
Yet i can’t see eye to eye