One cut , two cut , three cut , four. Four cut , three cut , two cut , one. She thought she was a magician , for she introduced silver to her skin and a red fountain would appear. She thought that inflicting pain on herself will make it okay , because she for once was in control of how much pain she could feel. Little did she know that every present cut is a reminder in the future that she wasn't strong enough. A reason to cut oh she had enough. But - A reason to stop ? She looked for in desperation.
Is it for attention ? She thought . Does she want the scars to be seen so she can thereafter be loved? But , why does a cut need to drive people to love her? Was she not enough without them? She then realised : The only love she needed was from herself. The only saving she needed was from her inner demons> The darkness can be driven out by her inner light. She thereafter wore her scars as her armor. A beautiful Zebra , she is. Nobody was worth her pain , her tears. She then decided to cut through her obstacles and mover forward not cut herself and move backwards.