To spend a night with him would be marvelous , she thought.
No , no , don't get her wrong..Not for physical pleasures.
But rather to hear what calms his heart for a peaceful sleep , too see just how perfectly the covers  need to be before he finds comfort in them.
To hear what is his first thoughts in the morning,
To see how beautifully the suns rays kisses him Good morning,
To see all that he is before he becomes all that the world sees him to be.
For she needs to grasp and understand how she allowed herself to find love in another being such as himself.
Two hands , two eyes , a heartbeat - just like everyone else , yet what made him so special?
She knew she is giving him the opportunity to disappoint her the way everyone else did.
But why then did she allow herself to?
To spend a night with him would be marvelous.
You see , despite all the questions , She doesn't want a you & I.
She wants an US.

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