I watched a movie today It was good Somehow I managed to find myself in it Actually I found you first
The female lead looked just like you Just less hot and less pretty She had a temper Like someone we know The guy said she needed therapy though So some roles were reversed Still true tho
It was weird It made me long for you more Yet it reminded me of everything All the things I’ve done Said Felt
I’m realizing I’m not flawed It’s okay to put in your all The failure is just a reason to fit in better I’m not struggling I know my audience I can’t choose who listens to me Who makes me feel safe
I don’t wish you didn’t I’ve thought that a lot I don’t want you to stay away I just want things to be uncomplicated Can you punch freshman me Really hard I hate myself for it That’s my only mental health issue rn And my brain’s disfunctioning without you
Truth is I’ve thought of what I’d say If you asked for me to come back For the fourth time… I thought: sorry I’m not trying to be led towards another heartbreak Please, I can’t do the cheating thing What, so your mom can ground you permanently and shoot me? But really My answer would be [in invisible ink] {Let me grab a new number}
I know you won’t see this I think you’d be disgusted I’m worried it’ll **** me to never know I feel like my feelings are never going
Every woman I talk to feels like cheating If they’re taken or not Funny Didn’t bother me with us
I guess what I’m saying is We did so much wrong So much We broke records People hate me for not listening For “being blind” And I’m certain my answer is- That no matter what the situation is No matter the awkwardness I find my way to you And that’s all that matters
So I hate the world I despise the haters I still love you And I’m sorry I didn’t say it more Even if you couldn’t You deserved it I promised everything I never stopped wanting to And I’ll always regret it
My mom said to me I’ll be the one who got away I always thought- It’s the opposite Could it be It’s the same for us both?
Well You can’t You won’t You shouldn’t… But if you ever see this It’s still true Even if I’m dating again Idk Ask me Make me cry It’s okay I deserve it I shouldn’t have hurt you It was just sudden The heartbreak I promised wouldn’t happen The last heartbreak I’m going to endure It’s not worth it if it’s not you
It was 10 things I hate about you And yeah I agree with her poem I couldn’t hate you