if my lungs were filled with sand and ashes i would still choke out sonnets and haikus and tell you how much i think of you
if there were a garden in my ribs i would water it and care for the life within in hopes that you would someday come in and brush your fingers over the jasmine and roses and ivy and bluebells that adorn the walls of my heart
if my eyes were diamond crystals opalescent shades of angel feathers i would tear them out and curl fingers of silver around them and string them around your neck so that they could rattle alongside your beating pulse forever
if my teeth were to grow too sharp nothing but fangs that tear and snap full of venom, leaking from my lips i would sew my mouth shut and sit evermore in silence next to you so you could never get hurt
and if my tongue were dead in my mouth i would breathe out your name even if it never left my throat
a poem i wrote for my girlfriend when i was too scared to say “i love you.”