It’s so hard to live,
when you so badly want to die
Emotions high to low and low to high
You always seem like the bad guy
Chasing others to not be left behind
Everyone says “it’s all in your mind”
Feeling things more than everyone else
Never knowing who I am
Always feeling like a sham
Impulsive and out of control
I never feel whole
Feeling so empty and alone
And I’m scared to feel this way all on my own.