Collapse in me like a calamity We break bones like friends break bread Suitable to eat all the fiction we leave Leave no crumbs upon the porcelain Dripping from the maw, It’s a gathered storm we twist in the rain Cyclic sick, motion parody Parroting in the air we see in our periphery.
An animal touch Gnawing through the skin Gnashing at the veins Tapping ancient knowledge from within Tasting the copper essence, thicker than buttermilk Oat notes inside iron smell, Rust color dyed under the fingernails. This is what I meant when I said I want to get inside you.
Collapse in me like a black hole Supernova laser beams bouncing through the temples Lobotomize consciousness in conscience bliss Constant this, a battle waged with no winners If I take it, what would you give And if I give what would you take? Would the odds meet even? Would the world cease its grievance? Coastal in the irony Serfs off the shore. Surfs up collected Moores Served up in pallid doors Serve up to pad the wallets, sure. I’m not immune to your history, Hang me for my skin tone and pedigree Take my culture and use that pasta to bury me.
Infinite waters, Drain my colors Paint me a new face, Bring me to Zion Let me see my creations Batter me in heinous Fry me with jealousy Greed bleeds in green envious eyes And I doubt you realize… I only wanted to love the best in you.
Collapse in me like a crumpled page Wrinkled and discarded Rage billowed in dried ink and crude letters Words cursed from the spittle of angered throats Vibrating viral vehemence through the echoes of a time No longer sated in the universes we’ve depleted In still-born births upon our rotted stage We play alone.
Collapse in me!
This is a piece where i'm looking in and having a battle with self, about how I create and how I wish to create going forward.