I can't explain why I like him
But I do
I feel bad because he is my best friend's brother
I feel bad, like I can't like him
Because every time I liked someone it didn't work out
But he makes me feel really happy
I know she supports me on liking him
But I still feel like it is wrong
I know that he may not like me
Which I am used to
When I like a boy, they don't like me back
I'm used to it
I'm used to being ghosted
To not having someone to call
Message, or even video call
But he makes me happy
Happier than I have ever been to liking a boy
I hope he understands he was my first crush
I'm sorry my best friend, but I really like your brother
I love you best friend like your my little sister