so i detoured into the necropolis thinking about the Young Columbuses: the poets who died premature deaths when the 2nd Republic was shortly founded before **** Germany and the Soviets made "us" buckle upon a dream... i walked into the necropolis i heard voices from outside i cowered i rolled a cigarette now i'm listening to some Chopin and i have: literally nothing in common with the multicultural ghetto and psy-punk tendencies of the ruling alt of the anglophone realm it's so sinister: i'm not already twice removed in terms of immigration status: no wonder this boy came from this ****-hole to now elsewhere: but it give me juice... oh so sweetest and there's that sinister barking of the dogs like my property is my own this sinister barking of the dogs and the dogs aren't sinister at all just the facade... like: should i be wanting to live in Modern Japan or **** Germany? i don't know: these pseudo-Luftwaffe: linksgerichtet! linksgerichtet! schnell! schnell! achtung! achtung! bitte? i no longer know or care perhaps when we are to be resurrected with the dogs barking... i will summon less of this modernity post-modernity pop and more like how the SS-mensch come the cinematic ordeal of bullet the train available is settled and we are we are we are: oh: this cometh: viz? this ancient ritualism of Rome? and yet the biological strigent like i don't mind sharing and raising a tent with the glorified blessings from Nord Afro... i just wonder: my place in this world: is there... a place... in accordance with being and via being with the world but there's none if all the artifacts are music for the guided wound up muscle of happy monkeys... i'm a happy monkey: aren't you why aren't you: we are the albino sloth and sleuth... the clock tick tocks as i was walking out of the graveyard \i thought iu spotted a rat it turned out to be a hesdgehog... hedgehog... twice removed on immigration... but the people just come as they want and as they will regardless of bureaucratic pressures regardless i'm so ******* CRUCIFIX obedience for the sake of: nodding like a Buddhist TRI-ASMA of ******* guillotined... how can you help me when i am so sore i ask for help there is none i ask for none there is no and help and you can't solve this conundrum of a pain that's a numbing you can't i want to cry but i can't cry so i preserve continuing this bogus affair and there's so much history in the tongue written that will leave me defaced this language of coordinating ninja Mecca cheap Pakistani "grace"... i don't want to live in this Babylon... it's almost as if God is making it known: that Lucifer will be Atlas... i'm twice removed: i thought it was a rat scuttling while i was emerging from the necropolis but instead i found a hedgehog delightful creature: mein nacht... alles ******-verrinrung... komma! komma! al heil beschwichtigen! NAWIARGOCKI SZYM: O PROSTO: SZEJ SZEJ! GOWNO TSY: i MAM~ it runs a careful caress of wonder: this tick tick tick the clock by 5am i will forget and she will tell me: Puerto Rican: but you must remember... ***** this is nothing to do with OTTO of the West Side Story... the... NECROPOLIS comes... like a gigantic slug this monstrosity of **** and mouth and teeth either side... i pity the tides that ripple the fate of London... i pity the ghetto fabric of London i pity this focus on the Emblem on the Eye of the Perceiving not the Perceived Eye i feel so negligent buying my grandmother flowers how how how i am punished for probably seeing her the last time... how i am punished while so much fiddle and nuance is beset before the ordaining for the existence of god but if not omni- litany of god exist then at least there is but i... and by i alone i am allowed to give measure to distance and sensibility and all that... jargon juice... ah yes... here i reside: i am closest to perfecting the anti-thesis of fire from clay by being this desperately alone... and alone: practice this petty feud...