This can’t go on!
This hurting & being hurt,
Bashing into a wall of doubt until
I can’t remember anymore
if I really am a good person

beloved, please,
Bring a hug…
Bring a rest from these pointless endeavors…

I need to sink so softly into your quiet arms
I long to rest against your firm strong chest
I want to feel safe & loved again.
My god! I Miss You So Much!