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May 7
i won't fight you, baby
you knew this would end at so๐˜ฎe point
i'๐˜ฎ in love with her
she understands ๐˜ฎe
(but not better than you)

it's ti๐˜ฎe for ๐˜ฎe to be a ๐˜ฎan
i'm an adult now
childish things have no appeal to ๐˜ฎe
i won't fight you
(nor will i fight for you.)

--

K'S iNTERLUDE

iT'S JUST SO EASY FOR YOU,
iSN'T iT ?
i CAN'T BEGiN TO CO๐˜”PREHEND
WHY WE WASTED ALL THiS Ti๐˜”E

๐™ˆATiAS, YOU'LL BE GONE SOON
AND THERE'S NOTHiNG i CAN DO
TO KEEP YOU FROM GOiNG
TO KEEP YOU FOR ๐˜”YSELF

i WANT YOU AND i SHOULDN'T
i NEED YOU HERE BY ๐˜”Y SiDE
YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR LiFE FiGURED OUT
AND YOU DiD iT WiTHOUT ๐˜”E.

YOU KNOW i KNOW YOU LOVE ๐˜”E
ALTHOUGH YOU DON'T SAY IT
AND i CAN'T FEEL IT
i KNOW. AT LEAST i THiNK.

CAN YOU STAY BACK
TO SAY iT BACK
GiVE ๐˜”E A SECOND TO EXPRESS
CONFESS, AND ALL-- I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE ๐˜”iNE

i HATED YOUR PRO๐˜” DATE.
SHE WAS PRETTY
AND YOU LOOKED HAPPY
AND i DiDN'T GO.

iF YOU WOULD'VE ASKED ๐˜”E
i WOULD'VE GONE.
WE COULD'VE GONE TOGETHER
i COULD'VE BEEN YOUR DATE.

WE COULD'VE GONE HO๐˜”E TOGETHER
iN MY DREA๐˜”S, i KNOW WHAT WE'D DO.
ALL i REALLY WANTED WAS TO GIVE ๐˜”YSELF TO YOU
i KNOW i'M YOUNG, BUT i KNOW WHAT i FEEL

i'M NOT TOO YOUNG FOR THiS
i WANT YOU BADLY
i WANT TO YOU TO TRUST ๐˜”E
LiKE WE ALWAYS DiD

YOU ๐˜”iSS ๐˜”E
WHY CAN'T YOU AD๐˜”iT ?
YOU'RE iN AND OUT OF ๐˜”Y PLACE
TELLiNG ๐˜”E YOU NEED YOUR SPACE

i WANT TO GiVE YOU ๐˜”Y FiRST Ti๐˜”E
i WANT TO ๐˜”AKE LOVE
BECAUSE THERE'S NO ONE i TRUST LiKE YOU
YOU'LL TAKE CARE OF ๐˜”Y BODY AND SOUL

HOW CAN WE GO
BACK TO BEiNG FRiENDS
WHEN WE JUST--
GOD, i GAVE YOU ๐˜”Y LiFE, CAN'T YOU JUST GiVE ๐˜”E THE Ti๐˜”E ?

--

i've got it all figured out, k.
(i don't need you any๐˜ฎore)
๐˜ฎy life is in ๐˜ฎy hands
๐˜ฎy plans are all set
i'll be out of here before i can ๐˜ฎake it up to you.

i won't ever forget
the way you ๐˜ฎade ๐˜ฎe feel
the life and love you gave ๐˜ฎe
even though i never say it
you know it, right ?
cred // sombr (singer-songwriter)

i think i'll miss matias the most. the line between whether he was my brother or boyfriend figure blurred so badly to where all i wanted was to feel like he loved me. he only ever directly said it once. it's so unbearable, honestly--
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