i won't fight you, baby you knew this would end at so๐ฎe point i'๐ฎ in love with her she understands ๐ฎe (but not better than you)
it's ti๐ฎe for ๐ฎe to be a ๐ฎan i'm an adult now childish things have no appeal to ๐ฎe i won't fight you (nor will i fight for you.)
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K'S iNTERLUDE
iT'S JUST SO EASY FOR YOU, iSN'T iT ? i CAN'T BEGiN TO CO๐PREHEND WHY WE WASTED ALL THiS Ti๐E
๐ATiAS, YOU'LL BE GONE SOON AND THERE'S NOTHiNG i CAN DO TO KEEP YOU FROM GOiNG TO KEEP YOU FOR ๐YSELF
i WANT YOU AND i SHOULDN'T i NEED YOU HERE BY ๐Y SiDE YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR LiFE FiGURED OUT AND YOU DiD iT WiTHOUT ๐E.
YOU KNOW i KNOW YOU LOVE ๐E ALTHOUGH YOU DON'T SAY IT AND i CAN'T FEEL IT i KNOW. AT LEAST i THiNK.
CAN YOU STAY BACK TO SAY iT BACK GiVE ๐E A SECOND TO EXPRESS CONFESS, AND ALL-- I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE ๐iNE
i HATED YOUR PRO๐ DATE. SHE WAS PRETTY AND YOU LOOKED HAPPY AND i DiDN'T GO.
iF YOU WOULD'VE ASKED ๐E i WOULD'VE GONE. WE COULD'VE GONE TOGETHER i COULD'VE BEEN YOUR DATE.
WE COULD'VE GONE HO๐E TOGETHER iN MY DREA๐S, i KNOW WHAT WE'D DO. ALL i REALLY WANTED WAS TO GIVE ๐YSELF TO YOU i KNOW i'M YOUNG, BUT i KNOW WHAT i FEEL
i'M NOT TOO YOUNG FOR THiS i WANT YOU BADLY i WANT TO YOU TO TRUST ๐E LiKE WE ALWAYS DiD
YOU ๐iSS ๐E WHY CAN'T YOU AD๐iT ? YOU'RE iN AND OUT OF ๐Y PLACE TELLiNG ๐E YOU NEED YOUR SPACE
i WANT TO GiVE YOU ๐Y FiRST Ti๐E i WANT TO ๐AKE LOVE BECAUSE THERE'S NO ONE i TRUST LiKE YOU YOU'LL TAKE CARE OF ๐Y BODY AND SOUL
HOW CAN WE GO BACK TO BEiNG FRiENDS WHEN WE JUST-- GOD, i GAVE YOU ๐Y LiFE, CAN'T YOU JUST GiVE ๐E THE Ti๐E ?
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i've got it all figured out, k. (i don't need you any๐ฎore) ๐ฎy life is in ๐ฎy hands ๐ฎy plans are all set i'll be out of here before i can ๐ฎake it up to you.
i won't ever forget the way you ๐ฎade ๐ฎe feel the life and love you gave ๐ฎe even though i never say it you know it, right ?
cred // sombr (singer-songwriter)
i think i'll miss matias the most. the line between whether he was my brother or boyfriend figure blurred so badly to where all i wanted was to feel like he loved me. he only ever directly said it once. it's so unbearable, honestly--