I know this life is mine
And I’m stuck with it
But I’m not really fine
I’m not even a poet—
There’s cuts on my thighs
And I try to act clueless
It’s nothing but lies
Cause I’m nothing but reckless—
I’ll say that it’s okay
But I spent the night crying
And feel like **** everyday
I swear I really am trying—
I’ve been picked on as a kid
I was your average nerd
I was never disappointed
When they spit out a cruel word—
Look at me now
I’m still so ugly
Yet I’ve made friends somehow
And they all are quite lovely—
No one will listen
When I even talk
Because people don’t care about opinions
Even my real friend is a fraud—

Guess I’ll be lonely for all of my days
But I swear I’m going to quit someday