This page is saturated, with anger & self-hatred There's fury churning in me Under close inspection, I hate my own reflection spare me your pity A senseless waste of life, pressured & under strife Danger lurks just beneath, a knife without a sheath I lash out or I'll implode, sensory overload Cutthroat with bad intentions, you know, so stop pretending No one can ever help me, I can't stand my own misery
I wrote this during a very bad time in my life several years ago. I am glad I am past that point & that I am not that person anymore. I still feel some can relate & I promise you, it gets better.