I woke up feeling discontent,                                                      ­          
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weak, scared, incompetent                                                      ­                        
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Too afraid to move ahead,                                                           ­                   
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    a voice screamed in my
  head,                                                         ­                         
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what I thought of myself was
true,                                                            ­            
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and that it must **** to be you                                                              ­                    
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I've been down that road before,                                                          ­              
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it took me down, right to the floor                                                            ­  
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I stayed there & groveled about                                                    
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trying to figure my ****** life out                                                              ­      
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Every time I feel I'm doing my best,                                                            ­
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  life throws me yet another test                                                             ­         
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  Those voices are right, you see,                                                             ­         
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    it does **** to be me