I sit alone In wild abandon I see through walls that aren’t there Paint pictures of darkness in my mind I fear not the lonely streets My heart hardened by lifetimes of deceit While birds chirp outside the morning window Rabid broken dreams infect my every step Sidewalks bow before my feet While christ bleeds from a twisted cross above my bed Moons of suffering Children of dread hang from threads And the minstrel at the gate Says nothing at all Some wounds never heal Sometimes the healing never ends And grey skies bend down toward the sea