I am tired

Dark and sad  

Like a wilted flower

Everyone hovers over me

Like a tower

Regret and sadness flood my body

No entrance and no escape  

Is this really my fate?

I have been forgotten  

Overlooked  

Put in the back of the closet  

Like old Christmas decorations

Getting used to my new adaptation  

It's scary when the only person I need  

Is gone

It may not show in many ways

But in the end, it’s what we all crave

For it was the one who had given us life

But no appreciation shown or anything kind  

Was given in return for said gift

And now that they shun us  

Like a disgrace  

Questioning should they have really wasted their time on this

I scream from inside no it wasn’t a mistake, but they will never hear  

As her look make my soul bake

Ever glance and death stare fears me I don’t want to say my actual feeling

What if she won’t approve and it were all for nothing  

It is useless to try not since all is lost and will never be found

Since one has found that we are too far gone and do not plan to return soon

And can only wait for our impacting doom

Maybe death is our Virtude  

And maybe it can set us free  

But does it mean we are still running  

Again, and again  

Never stop

We just keep running and running

The darkness getting closer

Not letting us leave

It grabs us it pulls us begging us to stay

Not matter how much we plead and cry it never let's go

It harms us and makes us bleed

Please let go!

I want to leave

It crawls on top of us and rips out our teeth

We scream in pain

Liars don’t deserve teeth  

We shove it off  

All the blood pouring out from our jaws

All the screams of pain coming from to bottom of our hearts  

Erupting like a volcano

And starts rushing at us again  

We pick up the speed and continue running

You can’t hide what you are inside

You're not me you’ll never be

Lie again and this time it’s your eyes

My eyes light up in horror please won’t someone help me

But of course, no one's there  

The tears on my face slowly dry up realization has finally come to reality

No one is every coming to get me

My limbs feel weak

Gashes and bruises  

All over my body along with the blood from the scars

...

This is who I am now

Who I chose to be

So..so why am I running away from... Me

There is no one to help me

Not now!

Not later!

Not ever!

It's just me...

I start slowing my pace down before coming to a stop

The beast jumps out from its liquid hell and surround me

Don't worry we have each other forever and ever  

I gladly join the best and let it take control as I join it in this liquid dark hell

Where no light can reach me

All light is afraid of me

For what I have done

One may you forgive me light but maybe someday I’ll forgive me  

too

It wraps around me like a snake  

Squeezing me  

My eyes burst out my head

My body becoming disfigured

Like a squishy toy

My bones being crush

My organs exploding

My veins bursting

And as the beast coils around me one  

Last time  

I eventually go  

Pop.