The one I Iove so very much Her mind excites me Her beauty outshines I didn't know love could be so divine. So unique and magical Fulfilling all my dreams Holding her in my arms I made her a promise That I'd always take care My love is undeniable Yet i do her such harm I don't do anything that will make her heart sing I'm lost in myself Destructive and misguided I'm not the someone she needs Not healthy or strong She needs things that I no longer provide She sees the destruction of my mind I steal her childhood Day by day Stuck in my own selfish needs I made her a promise That I did not keep This will forever be what she remembers Please Please! Don't end up like me.
I wrote this awhile back. It feels raw and emotional.