Looking in the mirror Wanting to end my life Blackness befell me Wrists I cut with my knife. The blood oozed out Upon the bathroom floor Was my death to be unseen Behind a closed wooden door. Three weeks earlier my lover Had died, I worshipped that woman Thousands of tears I cried. Bereavement of a love one Is so hard to take So slitting my wrists Was not worthless mistake. Some people say it’s a cowards way out, But you know what I haven’t got to live with that.