... if I were to speak out in a freak out and let loose amplifying my truth most would label it rage would vote that I continue to keep it in it's cage no one cares enough to see that it's pain because then they'd have to study every molecule of rain and take some accountability for every stain and so far I've never been worth that so I lay down my defense in combat you get the win apparently life is so broken that love and devotion isn't enough to consider a win in order for me to be wanted i must accept their sin but untill I reach perfection no one finds me enough to put any effort in so what I'm working towards is impossible for me to personally imagine my dream is now a has been flip me upside down to see my grin ...