I am an assertive being. destructive. mortal. Extremely impulsive with frenzied thoughts. I am a woman with affection that only exists inside of my bones. lethal. This affection confused as violence. frenetic. I do not express it with lip stains on envelopes or heart shaped doodles on letters. It’s a demonstration of my eyes piercing into yours. Willingly suffocating in the thought of you. Repeatedly carving your existence in my head. This planet will come for me and continue to spin but here he is, a mosaic of my memory. A love that tears me to shreds. strips me bare. I am in my purest form when I’m with you.