There’s enough language inside of my mouth to be understood. I unhinge my jaw my tongue rolls out you can see the words sewn into my muscular tissue. sentences lodged deep into my pharynx. I clean my act, flash my cheekbones. So there’s enough language inside of my body to create the thought in your mind that “I’m okay.” Pain masked in articulation. The lack to find all the points in communication. The curse of comprehension. All while sitting with what doesn’t exist outside of the novel continuously writing in my head. There’s enough language inside of the world to prove that no word can describe my intelligence of my own being; with coexisting with people who become illiterate to the dictations of my mind.
before I go I’ll spend every last moment with you.