You deserve to feel heartbreak,                                                      ­                    
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be forced to give, not take                                                             ­       
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I want you to feel devastation,                                                     ­               
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be put in awkward situations                                                       ­                           
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You should endure deep pain,                                                            ­              
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have it inflicted again & again                                                            ­              
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None of that will even come close,                                                           ­ 
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to what you gave me, what you chose                                                            ­          
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You should feel how it feels to cry,                                                            
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wonder why I am not home at night,                                                        
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ask yourself a million times, why?                                                             ­ 
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  keep getting up to look outside                                                          ­            
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You need to walk a mile in my shoes,                                                          
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while my decisions cause you to lose                                                             ­ 
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Have your heart shatter like glass,                                                           ­       
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  get no answers, but continue to ask                                                              ­  
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Screamed at by me while your frustration rises,                                                
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as I cover up truths with fake disguises,                                                       ­               
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  look at you boldly while I am lying                                                        
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This is what you have done to me,                                                    
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  this is the love that I have seen