I see your bare collar bone. The chassis of you. Your shoulders stiff from lifting too long. Your ribs—tight— holding in breath to call out life.
I'm going to take you home. It’s okay. No one will see. We’ll hide it with a necktie, drape it in my sleeves. I’ll walk you there with my ****** ache and shoes worn thin from leaving places too fast.
We should hurry. My wrists are tired. They shake from the inside. My marrow is dusted with fear. Osteoporosis, they said— but it’s just a word for how I’ve been crumbling before anyone noticed.
I wanted to carry you. But my bones— they fold under me. I have enough ache just holding myself. Still, I want to take you home. I will strip myself bare beneath the sun if I must, but I cannot let you see my bones.
Sometimes, it's best to not let your love see your bones.