I'm meant to hold your hand-- the way it curls over mine with such a tenderness that's enough to make me smile and leak tears onto the bundled scarf.
The wind sweeps them away, I blink up at you and know the warmth your smile pours-- liquid amber honey that holds me steady in your gaze, and yet-- this is a new place.
We have been here for days, Rushing around on trains and buses and cabs and subways to all the places humanity treasures-- and I want to experience every moment with You.
The culture in new places always feels like a theoretical until it's experienced...like an outline, a sketch, a diagram even-- but diagrams don't reflect the life in your eyes when you quietly whisper a pun while the tour guide is guiding and I have to cover my mouth or risk the ire of a librarian stare from whomever might be offended by a little burst of joy being born.
It started raining on the cobblestone as we were walking to brunch, but you brought an umbrella and sheltered us from being soaked as some less fortunates skittered through the streets like animals seeking shelter... but we are in no rush; We enjoy the rain, the sound, the smell, as it melts the scene that should be painted in watercolor.
I don't imagine I would-- Or even that I could forget all the little things. I collect them like seashells or shiny little rocks, and I put them in my pockets and they lift me up as if they weren't little rocks at all but balloons not letting my feet ever touch the ground floating forever in this love we've found.