I feel so weak
I've lost the ability to speak
I want to tell someone
I want open arms and love
I want to cry and let it out
I want to scream and shout
I'm angry at the world
I'm angry at myself
How could I ever let this out
That I'm so weak
I can't make a sound
I can't move
I'm so weak
I run away
I avoid
When will I ever find my voice
I cry and die slowly inside
The memories hurt my mind
I just wanted a good night
I just wanted to live life
Work myself to death
Avoid the thoughts in my head
I wish to be dead
I want to run away
I want to cry in a safe place
I want to let this out
I have no mouth
I wish I never went
I wish I never knew him
I wish I would have just said no
I didn't have to go
I sit and I pine for some perfect life
But if it was perfect it wouldn't be mine
Broken and damaged
I can barely cry
I wish I could just close my eyes
Go to sleep and never wake
I'm so weak
I hate this place
This world so dark and cold
I wasn't meant to live
I want to die
Take my soul tonight
End the suffering
Take away the thoughts
I just want to be okay
Let me feel peace
End the memories
I don't want to feel weak