I dreamt today I was back to where I was.
I let someone control me once again when ties are severed.
I saw my attempts at success and how they all have failed so far.

Worst of all,
I saw myself hurting my children and just being okay with it.


I know it's just a dream,
But the idea of being there again...
Made me force myself awake


Either way, I'm glad it was just a dream
And maybe, just maybe, this path is the right one