There's a hole in my heart that you created I could try to ignore it but it wouldn't work Even though we are through I'll still be thinking about you The love is gone but you were still my first I'm sorry I only ever made **** worse I loved you so deeply that my heart must've burst And now I sit alone cursed I miss us I miss you It's okay if you feel misused I loved you and that's why this hurts You lit up my life with three words You lit up my eyes with your smile You lit up my heart with your kiss I don't think you understand how much you are missed I wish I still loved you and I don't know why I don't But everyday it haunts me like a ghost You were my everything and I was yours And now we're nothing How could this world be so cruel I had gotten so used to you When you left I could see the pain in your eyes The fade of your smile I was left with nothing when you went And I regret that like I regret not getting one last kiss One last hug One last goodbye If only you could see the tears in my eyes You would understand that you were my light I said I love you and I swear I meant it You helped me silent all my demons You put my mind at ease You filled me with so much happiness Even now I still think about all the laughs we had Oh how it hurts that you no longer call me babe My name sounds so unfamiliar when you say it I loved you so much that this hurts You were the one who saw me at my worst You picked me up when I fell down I miss you carrying me around If I could change all of this I would If I could turn back time I would be in your arms Even now I think what if If I kiss you again will it all come back All that love that we had If I see you again will it all be fixed It scares me the most because you are missed But what if going backwards isn't there answer But what if moving without you isn't either I don't know which way to go I screaming at God to tell me the answer I miss your lips on my And I miss those familiar eyes Come back to me love just one last time And I promise that I won't let you go tonight I'll hold you in my arms and never let go I've always needed you the most I loved you so much I miss your touch Come back to me love Let me kiss him again Let this all be a nightmare to wake up from I just want to see you again To feel you again I'm not ready for us to end like this