What if without you I simply don't exist
What if without you I truly can't forget
What if without you the hole in my heart doesn't heal
What if without you nothing seems to appeal
What if without you I can't even sing a song
What if without you my love is gone
What if without you I'm rotting away
What if without you I always cry at the end of the day
What if without you all I do is think
What if I'm not good without you
Maybe I'm just not good at not feeling no pain
What if I just sabotage my life away
What if I don't know what I feel
What if I need clarity because I'm lost in an empty field
I'm at a crossroads in life and I don't know where to go
I remember when you were my home
I would run to you every time I was scared
I would run to you and you were always there
And I move on and tell myself I'm fine
But what if I'm not right
What if I don't know anything anymore
What if I got so lost I can't even see the door
And the pills fix me up
They make me less broken
But hurts knowing I have to take a drug just to keep going
And I keep thinking what if
What if we were meant to be
What if it was our destiny
I don't know the answers
Don't expect that from me
All I know is the what it's cloud me
All I know is it hurts to say goodbye
All I know is I think about us at night
I think about us when that love song comes on
And I can't help but wonder
What if I'm wrong
I don't think this is how I'll get the answer
I need to explore us one last time
If you're not okay with it that's fine
But what if I never know if I don't try
What if I need to see your eyes
What if I need to see your face
What if I need your kiss
I don't know what is my life
But I remember when you were the only thing that felt right
I don't know where this went wrong
But I miss you when that song comes on
I miss you when I pass that show
Oh I just got to know
I have to know if we were what's right
I have to know before I give up on us this time
Cause what if I live my whole life through and never find a guy like you