I’m sorry to put this emotional weight on you. I see now why i was so drawn to you and it was my ability to be vulnerable with u. chasing a feeling that will fade if not nurtured. I didn't heal my wounds and how could I when I didn't know my inner demons. Wishing you happiness, knowing that I’ll always love you. I know the me I was and the me l need to be would require me to leave u behind. It's a boundary we can't keep crossing because I know where I want to go and for u as well, I have to keep growing and not do this anymore. I held onto u but it's time to say goodbye for good