why do you still haunt my thoughts
the memories of you my brain distorts
what is even true and what is false
i remember how i used to listen to your pulse
it's the little reminders everyday
that i just can't seem to put away
you're in my cigarette smoke
you're in my every joke
why do you linger in the air
like my cigarette smoke in my hair
the taste of them reminds me of you
i curse your stupid name too
you're in the black coffee i drink
why am i still trying to find a link
every cloud i release
never leaves me with peace
that i so desire
you heartless liar