***** the pretty words i ******* up and it really hurts i took that pretty picture of the sunset and i sent it to her but i also sent it to my ex because she likes sunsets but that was wrong and i dont know why i did it but i did theres no beauty here theres just wrong and sin i dont know what will happen i hope i get to chance to make it right but everything might end tonight but if she leaves and i never get to hold her hand or kiss her face ever again i could break in half this stupid pen if she leaves now i will drown watching her happy somewhere else i delete the contacts of everyone else but i cant show her that there is no way i can prove it so she might say were done and if she does i could never write again i wish this didnt rhyme i wish i could go back in time if i could take that back i would theres no world for me if shes not in it