sometimes you love me, sometimes you don't it feels so hot and cold, your touch when your words hurt, they make my arms bleed when your words sweet, they make my heart beat you smile at me sometimes, maybe you notice the heat on my cheeks, but you look away sometimes, and ignore my gaze. i don't understand how you feel, when you leave me i don't understand how you feel, when you love me and yet you do it all again it drives me a little crazy and emotionally distraught to deal with this rollercoaster of your highs and my lows, am i too clingy? you can tell me the truth, you know? is what i'd say, if you'd even talk to me i haven't see you these days are you getting better? am i getting worse? i don't know. i don't want to know. i see you in the corner of my eye, the shadows of my vision i hear you everywhere i think about you all the **** time, knowing you probably don't feel the same i think i almost cried when you left but you will never feel the same. never.