The beginning was sharp and bright
Hope was something I did not have
End was all I could think about
Born awhile ago
On my mind lingered the dark  
Mocking me was the cord
Being aware of how life is careful made it worse
Gone are my friends
Once I thought about this moment and how it would make me feel
Except my brain thought about my life
So much I had wasted
By thinking about the end
Optimistically I thought i could change
Overjoyed I thought about me in a good way
Maybe that's why in the moment of contentment the boom went off