My sister think Its easy because she got my dad paycheck, He holds his change and aspects from me like chains and paybacks I wondered why the late text, it's funny how they say that ..... Get blamed for all mayhem My mom she placed in Maybach I placed her over ajax and now I seen the face that I seen on my grandmother's grace cause.... It's mother's rebuke that breaks me It's father's words that made him And now that I'm 30 still at home I placed everybody feelings over mine I placed the dreams the middle child alike My oldest sister dines when I got nothing mine. I sit in my cell my room my beak my jail my grace my mercy sing my tears don't hit the scene yet I know everybody dream I am the last of these ...soon they be dead and gone ill be the last of these. So ... Today I'll choose myself, my opportunity wealth my peace my newly belt my boundaries and myself I give a prayer here I'll let my presence be the grace and mercy that I felt , who cares about the rest who cares how I make my bed . Today I choose my dream today I let it sing even if I bump head I thank the Lord of above for loving me.