I am forever lost Lost in nuances of Nature Lost in mysteries of Life What does it mean to be conscious When molecules mold Fabrics of reality in the Universe Manufacturing cloaked consciousness The order of things, is a magic show And the magician, network of duality How do I find my portrait In galactic images of matter How do I decipher my existence In obscured manners of anti-matter I am lost forever In the absence of answers Climbing a ******* mountain My emotions inhale rapid fire And extinguished wrath they exhale When will I hurl my perception To a wrecking ball called disinformation In a world fraught with temptation.