Jan 12
"Here, have a piece."
"Okay, but just a little one. I'm not hungry."
He hands me a half of the pastry
I rip off a third of that
And eat it
Even though I don't want to
I just don't want to make him mad
I hand back the rest of it
"Finish it"
He pushes
"I can't, I'll feel sick"
I explain
"Please Liana
It's not that much"
He tries
"But it'll make me throw up"
I plead
"It won't. Eat it."
He says
I can feel the rubber band pulling
His anger stretching
I'm afraid he'll snap
I eat the rest of it
And feel sick the whole day
Didn't eat lunch or dinner
And never again
Will be willing to eat that pastry
Don't ask me
Why I don't want to go out to eat with you
You ruined it for yourself
"Okay, but just a little one. I'm not hungry."
He hands me a half of the pastry
I rip off a third of that
And eat it
Even though I don't want to
I just don't want to make him mad
I hand back the rest of it
"Finish it"
He pushes
"I can't, I'll feel sick"
I explain
"Please Liana
It's not that much"
He tries
"But it'll make me throw up"
I plead
"It won't. Eat it."
He says
I can feel the rubber band pulling
His anger stretching
I'm afraid he'll snap
I eat the rest of it
And feel sick the whole day
Didn't eat lunch or dinner
And never again
Will be willing to eat that pastry
Don't ask me
Why I don't want to go out to eat with you
You ruined it for yourself
My dad's favorite thing in the world is food, but I get stressed when I eat with him. He gets mad if I don't eat enough of it, eat too much of it, don't appreciate it enough, don't hate it if he hates it, and enjoys yelling at waiters, ect. When I get stressed I feel sick. When I feel sick I can't eat. He really likes to make me eat.
(This note was written by a giant strawberry that every seed was a house. Little strawberries lived in those houses, and their seeds has strawberries living in them. This goes on and on for eternity )
(This note was written by a giant strawberry that every seed was a house. Little strawberries lived in those houses, and their seeds has strawberries living in them. This goes on and on for eternity )
