and there he was coming up my asphalt path and my knees going weak
at the sight of him and his hair blowing about in the air
and my heart ablaze with happiness burning me down to the ground
and I said to myself says I
that man is going to be my husband
and now 50 years later he still is
as if death could never touch either of us
and my heart breaking at just the very sight of him.
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She had dementia and could not recognise her own kids but would tell the nurses this over and over again or any visitors who happened to pass by. Her husband had been dead ten years by this time but the dementia hid his death from her and she lived forever in the first seeing of him.