I hate the men
that hurt me so deeply
I hate the women
who tore my heart open
and ate me alive
that's why as much as I want to be in love
I am so afraid of it
because of my past.
One of my past abusers
messeged me
today
that he knows that he assaulted me and wishes to talk
and hopes I am good
what did you think ?
because I am a woman
that you can decevie me
no i see right through your devilish ways
and I know you ahve assaulted other women besdies me
it makes me so so angry
never will anyone
take away my kindenss
I learnt real kindness means
making sure bad people never get access to you
and letting the universe take care of them.

I trust that god will do what needs to be done
and I will always trust myself.