“i want to cry. i want to throw up. i want you to leave me alone. i don’t want you gone. i am just so torn apart by everything it hurts so bad. why do you get to haunt me like this.”

“i started sleeping with the lights off again. i thought i was over that but i guess i’m not. i’m still here, sitting in the dark. alone.”

“you didn’t even give it time or come to me like a real person, you just KEPT saying it was fine when it wasn’t. you led to your own downfall”

“i don’t want that. i don’t want to die with a what if. and i really don’t want to live with one.”

“i think that’s why i’m obsessing so hard. i don’t want to lose what i’ve already lost“