I wake up alone
Something that before, had no affect
Now it chills me to the bone
Took it all for granted, in retrospect

And I'd do it all different
Were time such
That it'd allow me to do what I didn't
But it's better I guess, I'm learning hard

Hardly learning, cause I'm too held up surviving
Afraid of flying, cause all I've done is dying
So I think, I'll just sit for a while
Till I pluck up the courage to fake a smile

I can't say what it is
That causes me to fracture
Like a glass mirror
The reflection is but a static actor

If you want to really know
What exactly is the truth of the matter
At this point I'd say I'm not broken just battered
I'll stay standing
Cause laying down is easy
When I'm ready to go
I'll just be leaving