I didn’t know if I would ever
digress from this stress
that you put me in
when you told me that
you were done with me,
when you didn’t want
to make love anymore,
when you abruptly closed
the door that led to the greatest
gateways of your love.

I was in a mess,
feeling wrecked,
thinking this was all a test,
that maybe you were playing with me,
all in my head,
trying to see how long
I might last,
but I found out that
you were done with me,
that it was over
and there was nothing
that I could do change your mind.