the evil you know
the evil you don't
the boy you should trust
is the boy that you won't
something is up
just feel it in your bones
a trembling in your gut
that says you'll always be alone

would rather be lonely
than ghosted and afraid
easier to fall
than **** it up and walk away
it's less about my pride
just my need to be sane
would rather feel lonely
than find myself played