wanna see you happy
and i guess you're better off
i'll ignore the feeling in my heart
that tells me that you're not
that tells me that you never will
if you're not with me
i'll go against
every fiber of my being
when i see you across the way
i'll talk to my own friends and stay in my lane
fight the urge to wave
and casually say your name
because the only time i say it anymore
is between tears
i poured myself into you
over the years
no one could know you better
but you got sick of me
wanna see you happy
and i couldn't not let you leave
and even if i feel
like the world is wrong when we're like this
i will let you go as you wanted
thoughts kept behind pursed lips