i sit and deconstruct the night sky. one star at a time, i pull them and place them on my arms and braid them into my hair. i feel the moon looking at me with envy. i could peel my skin off to nestle them beneath it, and maybe ichor will reside in my veins. the clouds are wispy and mysterious they shroud something but they wither at my touch. the moon hangs low as i grab it and swing my legs on either side of the sleek crescent. i sit there astride the celestial and i can't believe that the earth will shift and i'll find myself on the breakfast table buttering a toast and waiting for stars to be bright enough to shine during gloomy days.