Allow yourself to live as if you have nothing to lose.
All you 'have' is your body and mind. Use them. Use them.
Everything else is circumstantial.
I do not mean this in a reckless way; I mean it in a "don't ******* box yourself in" way. I've been there.
I also don't mean that you have nothing but body and mind, but they are the things that cannot be stripped by anything short of death, or severe cerebral degradation. I digress;