you hold your stomach
hold it in
but i know you better
i know you're sick
you don't want to hurt me
but can't help it
pardon yourself
before you *****

know you mean well
but this is toxic
talking with you
makes me feel boxed in
you want something from me
but i haven't got it
it was a dark time
when you walked in

we bonded over pain
got nothing in common
i grew from the experience
you do nothing to stop it
you revel in your misery
i couldn't stand feeling like dog ****
wanted to change destiny
you wanted to watch it

now here we are
tired of talking
hate the way it makes me feel
to see how you've lost it
but if you aren't willing to help yourself
to try to use logic
i refuse to get hurt myself with
wishing you were not sick